Happy Monday, people,
It's been raining for the last 5 days, and I'm starting to feel a bit agitated by it.
It's amusing that just a few weeks ago, I couldn't stand the heat and was wishing for a cool-down.
Now, as it has happened, I am longing for the days that were.
We humans are interesting things.
When we don't have something, we wish for it. And when we do, it becomes hard to bear the problems it brings with it.
These days, I am again at my worst.
I am thinking about that person who couldn't become mine, and this thought is giving knots in my stomach that I won't find someone like her.
I never met her, we never spoke, but still, I got infatuated.
Now, as the marriage proposals come in front of me, I don't find them promising. I am just looking for her in every proposal my family and relatives bring to me.
Most of the time, when I think of her, I pray to God to somehow change things.
Somehow, her family found me to be the best person for her.
I don't know whether this will happen or not, but I wish it does, because if people who were supposed to get married all of a sudden broke off. Then I believe, people who were supposed to never be together, can get together.
The possibilities are high, and I want it to be that.
I know people might find me funny or stupid, but if we look at their backgrounds, they were once in the same place I am now.
Wish me luck, because I need it.
And I hope that if I don't get her in my life, you will.
That you will have the person in your life you've always wanted. I hope, if God won't listen to my prayers for myself, at least it will listen to the prayers I am doing for others.
Seeing other people marrying the person they love will make my dream come true in one way or another.
Thank you.
P.S. Sorry, I cannot help it. I had to share it.
Whatever ends up happening is the way it is supposed to be.
Wish for things to turn out the way that they do, and you will never be disappointed. Wish for things to go your way, and you lose control over yourself.
The art lies in how you respond to life’s events, not your ability to dictate them. The former is up to you, and the latter is beyond your control.
If the cosmos is a perfect being and determines something to be a certain way against your wishes, would you say that Nature got it wrong and that you know better? Something tells me you are wiser than that.
Hold your hope close, but do not cling to it or use it as a crutch.